I should be looking forward to my trip

[dragovianknight]

Instead, a combination of work stress and trip stress has triggered the "OMG TOO MUCH!" switch in my brain, leading to a situation where all I am capable of doing is curling up with the computer and freaking out over the fact I'm not ready to walk out the door for the airport right this minute (keep in mind it's Sunday afternoon here, and I don't leave until Friday afternoon, plus I'll only be gone about 52 hours all told), and hence, I am not doing the things which would result in my being ready to walk out the door for the airport right this minute, and my stress levels are spiralling. *cries*