I have angst

[dragovianknight]

It's not even angst that makes any sense. It's the sudden, has no discernible cause, has no discernible point kind of angst that would make me delete my LJ and drop springkink and het_challenge, except a) dropping this late would be dishonorable and I still have my honor and b) I recognize this is totally illogical and has nothing to do with writing, LJ, or anything, really.

Gods, some days I really wish I could just pop open my head and take pliers to the disconnected bits of my brain.

I'd take to my bed and wallow in my own emo, but if I do, I'll wind up with a dozen cats sleeping on me, and that makes wallowing in emo virtually impossible. Not to mention, it's much too hot for that.

ETA: Now I have a headache on top of it. I'd ::headdesk:: but...well, headache.

Comments

[evilmissbecky.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're having a shitty day. To cheer you up, I offer a comment drabble.


"But tomorrow you wed," Angelo protested.

"It will change nothing," Eight said. He kissed Angelo fiercely, pushing the Templar backwards toward the bed. His hands moved restlessly, clawing at fastenings and undoing buttons, pushing clothing out of the way until he could touch bare skin.

Angelo inhaled sharply as he lay back on the bed, but said nothing.

Eight knelt beside him. "You are still mine," he whispered.

"Prove it," Angelo said.

Eight grinned as he slid down Angelo's lean body. He always enjoyed a challenge.

And later, when Angelo called his name as he came, he savored his triumph.

[dragovianknight.livejournal.com]

It's not even been a shitty day. Sometimes, it's like a switch gets flipped, and suddenly ALL IS WOE.

Except that drabble. That drabble is more like, "Whoa!" ;)

My Eight/Angelo icons are all on my IJ, so this one will have to do.

[evilmissbecky.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you liked it. I wanted to make it more porny, but the boys wouldn't cooperate.

[dragovianknight.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, they're very bad. You should punish them.

[evilmissbecky.livejournal.com]

I really should. Eight gets a pass from me far too often. And Angelo ought to know better.

[dragovianknight.livejournal.com]

And you'd think Eight would know better, just from observing Angelo.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

::HUGS::

[dragovianknight.livejournal.com]

::flops on you and whines::

[zeph-miran.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I hope you're feeling better now. I hate days when I get unexplainable woe and want to dramatically delete everything. Thankfully they don't happen too often.

[dragovianknight.livejournal.com]

I'd been having a really good afternoon when it hit, too. Stupid brain.

Today I have less emo but I feel like utter crap. Yay? I'm not sure yet.

[ltlj.livejournal.com]

Hope you're feeling better now.

[dragovianknight.livejournal.com]

I have less angst, but more physical bleh. I suppose there's a possibility I'm just getting sick.